Happy Birthday Little Dude!
7 years have gone by so fast. When you turned 4 you promised me you wouldn't get bigger!!! Guess what you have.
I had been awake for over 48 hours when you were born. I was so tired. And wanted to give up. I had no clue how to give birth to a baby. My doctor reassured me and was able to get me to do it. You heartrate was slowing down. Dr. Gipson told me "You have one more chance to push him out than I will have to do a C-Section." It had been over 3 hours of pushing I was exhausted and was falling asleep between contractions. I prayed and ask God to help me do this. I took one last breathe and with all that was within me pushed you out. I remember grunting and screaming and the rest of the nurses cheering me on. Then I saw you and I couldn't stop crying. The nurses tried talking to me and I told them to leave me alone. When I was holding you you were coved in gook and I wasn't sure if I could kiss you. So I kissed your hand. Did you change me life. I never knew I could ever love so deep and hard. You were and always will be my Little Prince Charming. Happy Birthday my sweet Prince. God bless your life richly and thank you being the amazing child you are! All my love, Princess Mommy xoxoxox
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