My job, My self, My family, My all...

I am tired today. My feet heart. I swear I even smell a bit strange. The time change has been every difficult on our entire family. I usually am time challenged. Okay I a either late or early. There is NO in between with me. So, I strive to be early, but end up being late.

So, here are my thoughts.

My job...
I feel like I am caught in the middle sometimes. I was a teach for several years before going into administration. So, I look at the ladies I work with and I miss being in the classroom and am thankful to have the opportunity to have moved on. Two ladies are standing out in my mind today. I guess they have always been special to me. They were my baby's first teachers. Mrs. Jen and Mrs. Holly are amazing ladies. They have away of managing their class with such awe and wonder. I even thought about teaching their age group because they make it look so easy. But then I look at the group(teachers) as a whole and see what they all have to offer. I see what Pastor Kevin was talking about when me mentioned how the body of Christ must work together to function as one. I live by the statement when working in the ministry "United we stand, Divided we fall." True.. don't you think?

My life...
I LOVE fashion, being with my family, reading my Bible, listening to worship music, singing to my Jesus and talking about God. I know I am a Jesus Freak. But that is who I am. Before I became a Jesus Freak, I would look at other Jesus Freaks and think they were just crazy Christians. Well, over the last oh...3 years I am proud to say I am just that a Crazy Christian Jesus Freak!!

My family....
I love being with them. I would choose my family over a girls night out any day. I love to stay up till 1 in the morning talking to my husband. I cherish the time I spend with my family. When I get an afternoon to myself, I don't know what to do with myself. I miss my children and husband. I even miss my DH when he is at work. I remember think how could I ever love this man more than I do right now. And I do. Those crazy little dudes I am raising...well, if you see them...how can I resist!!

My All...
Dear God, I want so desperately for others to know they can give you their all. That they don't have to live a life filled with fear and regret. That they would know the power you have placed in each of us. I know how it feel to feel as if you walk alone. Even when I have been the closest to you I have felt that way. You have placed me around such AMAZING people. I hope my life has blessed them. That when they walk away, they would seek to know you deep, desire to love you harder, want to chase after your awing presence. I am a mess and apologize more than I say thank you. Grief more than rejoice. Get angry then experience joy. But You, You still love me. And hold me in the palm of your hand.

"Here's my life Lord...be glorified...be glorified...here my life Lord...be glorified today..."

Your Beloved,
His Princess